Friday, November 07, 2008
It's a nice and warm friday afternoon.Out of the blues, i just feel the need to vent my emotions.So jus bare with me for awhile..just for a while.
It doesn't feel good knowing the truth.If i were given a chance to choose, i rather live behind the lies.Dun you think it will be wonderful to hear those beautiful lies than to face those facts which will make you tear for long?These beautiful lies would then stay with you forever.Not knowing the unhappy facts would have been sooooo much better off.I rather be a child and not grow up so i will never never understand the meaning of the words "feelings" and "emotions".I rather grow up with no eyes, no ears and no mind.So i would never never tear when i hear stuffs that really make me upset and i would never never tear again when i recap my memories.I rather have a short term memory so i can forget wadeva stuffs which are stucked in my mind,which nothing can ever get rid of them.I just wana say..I'm tired.Tired of trying to close up those gaps.I'm giving up.I dun see the need to savage it anymore.And that scar in my heart will never never never heal.It's too deep and it's way too far from recovery.I've totally forgotten how to forgive and forget.Pardon me please.I hate this post so i'm using the colour which i dislike the most..BLUE.The End.
